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Younger man
nurse35
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Thursday Mar 27th, 2008 |
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I have a desire that I have never had before...and its quickly turning into an obsession..
I am 41 years old, and a mom. My kids are older now, and my daughter had a boyfriend who is 18. Well, hes an extremely hot black guy...(Im white)..and she lost interest in him. Well, while they were dating I would talk to him a lot on AIM. Even after they broke up we talked. I started having fantasies about having sex with him. He claims hes a virgin (which turned me on even more). Well, Ive kept this to myself, of course...Im married (although my husband has lost interest in sex). The other night I was talking to this "younger man" and the conversation turned to "what ifs"...it got pretty tense and we talked waaay into the night. Teasing remarks like "when can I come over?" that sort of thing...well, for the last 2 days hes been avoiding me (even though hes the one who was being suggestive). I cant stop thinking about having this guy. I want him! He doesnt get online anymore and if he does he doesnt talk to me. Im obsessed. I was pretty happy before this. Now its all I can think about. I just wanted one chance to screw around with a younger hot guy....whew! I hope this obsession goes away soon and I can get on with my life. |
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